If you want a life that is different to most people, you have to do, act, believe and feel differently to most people.
It will be tough. You will feel weird and alone. You will feel scared. You will be challenged. You will make mistakes. Big ones. You will lose friends. You will have people dislike you, even hate you. You will shake, You will cry. You will lay on the floor and not want to do it anymore.
It will be the best thing you ever do.