Posts Tagged ‘Higherself’
What you would do differently if you had what you desired right now?
THAT is the path to it!
Sometimes your makeup brushes can be like magic wands, I realized as I was applying my blush and mascara today.
That an intentional practice of caring for and doting on ourselves can make huge shifts in the manifestation of our desires. Of how we create and allow our dream lives to unfold like magic.
You see, part of being a courtesan of life, of being in this fun, sensual, playful, powerful energy state that naturally attracts a life I absolutely love,
Is adorning myself. Is treating myself like the worthy, gorgeous queen I am. This often translates into applying makeup even if I never leave the house. Or using beauty products I enjoy. Or dressing in certain clothing.
Not because I have to. Not because I feel less than without my adornment but because my adornment is about celebrating and adoring myself. It is embodying the person I really am. Which IS a queen. A powerful sorceress of energy. A courtesan of life.
It is about creating a mood of what it is I enjoy and what I want to manifest more of in my life.
It is about focus.
Focus is powerful. (more…)
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Happiness isn’t really a CHOICE if some of your emotions are deemed wrong or inappropriate.
In those instances, happiness becomes the RIGHT choice and any negative emotions becomes a WRONG choice. And it is not freedom of choice if there are inherently right or wrong choices. ALL your feelings are valid. ALL your emotions are acceptable and right.
And from that place of understanding, we can make a true free choice about how we prefer to feel.
Have had an interesting pattern pop up over the last couple of days.
I would find a new source of information and those new-to-me ideas and concepts would throw me into a worry and doubt filled tail spin.
I binged on the new information
It used to happen a lot with health information. I would be feeling pretty sure and confident in how I would be progressing with what I was eating. Then I would read a book or article that often opposed that I was doing with convincing information and testimonials.
I would proceed to binge watch and read all about the new info until I was totally confused and feeling awful as I felt unsure, conflicted and unable to take a step forward due to over analysis. And in the last 2 days, this pattern arose again. This time, not with food info but with spiritual teachings.
As much as I enjoy opening my mind to new ways of seeing or approaching things, I was surprised how much it threw me. Threw me right off my good feeling vibe and down into the muddy waters of now I don’t know WHAT to think. Do. Believe! I felt paralyzed with doubt and fear.
And part of this I recognize as a good thing. It’s helpful to be triggered or to have your awareness expanded or have ingrained beliefs challenged and examined. Well, it’s all good really. All emotions and feelings are valid.Nevertheless, I felt confused and crappy. And I didn’t like it.
I drifted away from my own guidance into confusion and overwhelm
I quickly realized it wasn’t because the information may have been different or new or conflicting, I felt crappy because I deviated from my OWN inner information. My own intuition. My own clarity that comes from feeling what resonates truly and beautifully with me. My soul. My higher self. I drifted from my alignment.
What I was listening to was unhelpful to me. Not because the information wasn’t valid, but because it made me doubt my own knowing.
So I stopped the binge watching and reading. Acknowledged and noticed my lack of clarity and my fear that I was living my life, and therefore that I, was wrong. I let these feelings be. Without pushing them down. And then I asked myself: what do I know. What feels true to ME. What do I feel the resonance of truth with.
I tuned back into my own intuition.
And it reminded me that I believe in love. In unconditional acceptance and love. In the following of joy. In the belief that ultimately I am my own authority as I have my OWN connection to spirit/infinite intelligence.
(Which is ultimately what the teachings I were listening to were pointing to anyway)
So, my message to you today is the same as I give myself (as always. You know I write these post to process my own stuff right? 🙂 )
Take in new info, sure. Be open and willing to examine your beliefs.
But feel free to take or leave what is helpful based on what feels true and right for YOU (including this message.).
Connect with your OWN knowing. You own inner compass.
And I give you full permission to disregard what doesn’t deeply resonate with you.
Giving myself this permission too.
What would you do if you knew your dreams were certain?
Done. Created. In existence. Coming. Sorted. Given.
What would you do? How would you feel? How would you BE?
You would relax. You would chill out. You would feel calm.You wouldn’t worry about whether what you desire will happen or not. You wouldn’t be concerned with how or when or where all you want would come from.. You would just feel sure. And excited. You would rest in the knowledge that all your dreams are DONE.
You would talk and think about whats coming because it feels fun and exciting to do so. You wouldn’t do it in order to MAKE what you want happen. You would just let yourself feel good in thinking about what is a SURE thing. You would focus on it because it feels great to do so.
You would enjoy your moment here and now. You would appreciate and take pleasure in the parts of your life that you currently feel positive about. You would accept the things that you feel more negatively about. Knowing that it is all part of the journey. Knowing that this is temporary and changing. You would let yourself love your life as it was. Because you might as well. It’s where you are. You know it’s going to change into more and more of how you desire it to be, so there is no need to feel impatient or resentful or worried about how things are. You might as well feel good. NOW.
You would do more of what feels enjoyable to you. You wouldn’t worry if what you do will lead to anything worthwhile because you KNOW what you want is coming, you don’t have to evaluate each and everything you do for what result it ‘ought to create. You would do things for the joy of them. For the thrill of them. For the fun of it.
You wouldn’t let anyone convince you that your dreams aren’t real or possible. You wouldn’t let how things look or what others have experienced impact on what you KNOW is created and coming for you. You would feel certain and sure. You would simply listen (or not) to what they have to say then promptly ignore their input and re connect with YOUR inner belief and knowing. You would put your blinders on and focus on your own path. You own creation.
Well, your dreams ARE certain. Done. Created. In existence. Coming. Sorted. Given.
You CAN feel that way if you choose to. You can live your life from a place of that knowing. And the cool thing is, when you do feel sure, relaxed, do things for the fun of it, focus on your own path, trust and chill, you are in the state of being that ALLOWS all that you desire to flow into your life.
Being in that knowing, sure, excited, eager, appreciative, good feeling vibration is what lets all that you have created on an energetic level, show up in your life at just the right time.
Choosing to feel that about your dream life is HOW you MANIFEST your dream life.
And you can practice feeling that way today.
- You could write a list of what you appreciate about your here and now.
- When a worried thought comes up, you could notice and say to yourself, “I don’t have to worry about this right now. I can choose to think about ANYTHING I want. And I choose to think about how nice my breakfast was today (insert any other easy, playful, nice subject)”
- You could write a list of what feels fun things that you could experience in your life. Not to MAKE them happen, but just for the good feeling of pondering them.
- You could say gentle things to yourself in your head like “this is just temporary” or “Everything is working out” or “I am doing OK, things are flowing and changing”
You could do any number of things that help YOU feel how it feels to know all you desire is known, created and being delivered.
And these steps may seem simple (and they are). This stuff IS simple. And it is powerful. YOU are powerful. Your power is in the ENERGY you bring. In the emotional state you cultivate.
For when you choose and create the belief that all you desire is done and coming,
All you desire can come AND you get to enjoy where you right now, as it does.
Hannah May x
Sometimes it hits me square on. BAM!
The totality of it. The knowing that what I BELIEVE impacts EVERY ASPECT aspect of my life. How my whole world is perceptual. How each and every piece of my life, no matter how large or tiny, is effected by, and is what it IS, because of how I think and feel about it.
The complete and totally responsibility of it feels CRUSHING at times. Too large to comprehend. Too overwhelming. TOO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY knowing that EVERYTHING comes in response to my vibration, my thought patterns, my energy state.
And in those moments, I start thinking it would be so much easier to be unaware of all that. To put my head in the sand and pretend that reality is PURELY about what I can SEE. That what is true is ONLY what is physically tangible.
I start thinking that maybe ignorance is bliss. That maybe it would be nicer to just float though life, responding to what’s happening around me. Not knowing I have CONTROL. Not knowing I directly and massively IMPACT what is unfolding around me. Not knowing I am powerful.
I sometime wish I didn’t know. (more…)
You may not be sure WHAT it means, the word alignment, but I know for sure you have EXPERIENCED it. For example;
When you are feeling really in the ZONE. Whether that be when inspiration just seems to flow though you as you do some kind of creative work. Or maybe when you are dancing, or running or playing a sport and you get totally absorbed in what you are doing. You feel free and flowing and in sync.
Or when you are having a really great day. When things seem to be going so smoothly, you get crazy efficient, things click into place, people who normally annoy you seem to be amusing on those days or you feel a level of understanding towards them and are able to shrug off and see behind their normally irritating features.
Or when you have those unexpected moments in the middle of playing with your child or hanging out with your best friends or looking at something beautiful. Your mind kind of stops for a moment and for a few seconds, you feel a wave of appreciation, deep presence and love wash over you. A few moments of Wow, I really LOVE this.
Feeling those in flow, in love, in sync, content, inspired, ease-full, fun, beautiful, content, eager, energized, sure, clear, GOOD FEELING emotions is feedback telling you you are in ALIGNMENT.
But what IS that alignment? Where is it coming from? Why does it happen? (more…)
I am a crazy person
If you could hear what goes on in my head, and sometimes you can cause I say it out loud to help me focus, you would think I was crazy.
I felt frustrated, discouraged, overwhelmed and hopeless. Thoughts rushed though my head, not happy ones! And they were getting more and more negative. They were extrapolating into other subjects.
Was time to turn that ship around! So I start picking other thoughts. I talk myself down off the negatively ledge. I get angry. That’s feels a bit better. I get annoyed. That feels a bit better than angry. I get pessimistic. That feels a bit better.
Now that I am there, more neutral thoughts are able to creep in. I feel a bit calmer. More accepting. I cry a little as the resistance releases. Now that I am a bit more clear headed, I physically get up and change location. I decide to drop letting the situation be a reason to not feel good. I decide I will not let a change of ‘plans’ or my child or my unhelpful beliefs be an EXCUSE for not being who I really am..
I read some uplifting posts. I speak out loud to myself, choosing which feels better out of two similar thoughts. I feel good now. Calm. Content. Relaxed. Happy. I snap a pic so I can share the crazy (and the cute double baby chin) and write a post because I am now feeling all inspired and productive.
From crap to BACK on track. From anger to tears to calm to happy.
Within 10 minutes.
A roller coaster ride. One that’s mostly fun. One that is thrilling.
Which is the point of a rollercoaster right? To be fun and thrilling. Exciting and enlivening.
MOST people would think that’s crazy to notice and feel and change your emotional state like that.
MOST find it WEIRD, the idea of doing the deliberate work of choosing your thoughts, therefore choosing your vibrational state and therefore choosing what you attract and how your life unfolds.
MOST people don’t DO that.
And MOST people aren’t all that happy.
So I choose to be crazy.
I choose to be weird
I choose to be happy.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS. You are POWERFUL, You conjure your reality. You create your life. You allow MAGIC. You ARE magic.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS. You create your life simply by the power of your focus, intention and attention. You MOLD your reality with the deliberate selection of your thought. You allow what seems like magic or good luck to others, but to you, someone who KNOWS who they are, magic and miracles are normal and expected.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS. You direct and wield the love and boundless energy of the universe via your gaze, both internal and external. Your attention is your instrument. What you focus on is MAGNIFIED but your attention to it. You know this. And so you choose what you magnify for the purposes of love, PLEASURE, joy, thrill, fulfillment and satisfaction.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS. Your magic powers are freedom and choice. Your FREEDOM to think about anything you want and your ability to CHOOSE the thoughts you think. You KNOW you can be, do or have anything you desire. You KNOW you can have it all. Because it is the power of a limitless universe that flows through you. That IS YOU.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS. You DIRECT the energy that creates, and is, EVERYTHING. You direct it deliberately and FIERCELY towards what you desire. You do it with EASE, You do it with INTENTION. You do it ON PURPOSE.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS. Tapped into that which is bigger than you. Connected to, and one and the same, with the highest good and love for all. You LET it flow to and though you. You open your arm outwards and allow yourself to RECEIVE ALL THAT IS STREAMING TO YOU.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS. You FEEL IT in your veins, your bones, your heart. You PROJECT it outwards towards whatever you decide to create and experience. YOU RADIATE LOVE and whatever is the object of your gaze benefits immediately and immensely.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS. Bright. Luminous. Grounded. Sure. Expansive. Passionate. Eager. POWERFUL. And deeply DEEPLY loving.
YOU ARE A SORCERESS.
Who are you here to BE?
And by BE I mean, who you all ready ARE, deep down.
What inside you, what can you FEEL, is the true, full, BIG you?
I am A LEADER by my example.
I am a powerful and purposeful FACILITATOR.
I am a mentor, a guide.
I am a woman with a deep, sure BURNING message of truth to share.
(And much much more)
And why is that important?
Because I can’t be as happy or fulfilled as I desire to be if I am NOT leading.
I can’t be as satisfied and ALIVE as I desire to be if I a NOT speaking and sharing my message.
I can’t BE as joyous and passionate as I can be if I am not mentoring, guiding, teaching, speaking, writing.
I can not feel as INCREDIBLE as I can, if I am not BEING all that I am.
And neither can YOU.
Your happiness depends on how much you are embracing and allowing all that you have become.
You will know to what degree you ARE being your full, true self by how you feel. The better you feel, the more in line and in sync you are with yourself.
And why is THAT important?
Because you serve no one by playing small.
You serve no one by not being as full of JOY, PASSION AND PURPOSE as you are capable of being.
The world needs YOU to be all you can be. Because what you have you can give. What you ARE, you can flow out limitlessly into the world.
And the world can only benefit from more love, joy, purpose, passion and fulfillment.
You benefit no one by being less than incredibly HAPPY, ON PURPOSE, ABUNDANT, ENERGIZED, LOVE FILLED.
You, yes YOU, benefit EVERYONE, when you are.
So who are you?
And will you let yourself live it?
I woke up today on the grumpy side of the bed. In fact, I didn’t even wake up in my bed as I had slept with the bubba who was having a rough night.
This grouchy, irritated, off feeling continued into my morning. And as someone who is used to feeling really good, I can hardly stand being out of alignment.
Nothing in particular was bugging me. But when you are in that state, it also feels like EVERYTHING annoys you.
After a while I asked myself: how much longer am I going to use this (whatever it was, doesn’t matter exactly WHAT was aggregating me) as my excuse for not feeling good. For feeling disconnected from my true, higher, blissful feeling self.
I decided, not ANY longer.
I CHOSE to let that feeling go and CHOSE to head towards joy.
I didn’t get there all at once. It took some deliberate thinking and some soothing actions.
But above all it took my willingness to let go of the justifications for feeling bad and my conscious choice to feel better.
So how about you?
Are you willing to give up the excuses? No matter how valid they may be?
You always have a choice. And any choice you choose is OK. But it’s always a choice.