It is fabulous to want what you want. To desire what makes helps you feel happy. But remember, desire is about WANT not NEED.
You don’t NEED something to make you happy. Happy is a feeling. A vibration. A choice.
And you can choose to feel differently independent of circumstances. Requiring something to be happy is living conditionally.
True happiness, true freedom, occurs when we can feel differently UNCONDITIONALLY.
And when you can do that, when you need nothing to change in order to feel better, everything changes.