What do I do in my spare time, for fun? I learn about nutrition, food psychology and health. That is not all I do, I promise my life is a bit more exciting (errr usually) but learning and researching about these topics has long been an infatuation of mine. A great love really. I have been in a robust relationship with these topics for more than 10 years and am still going strong. Learning about these topics has helped me to get off the binge eating cycle, develop a great relationship with food and my body, stabilize my weight and greatly improve my health. I wanted to share some of what my brain has processed and consolidated from the years of enhancing my own life and exploring my passion.
Does it seem hard enough to like yourself, let alone love yourself, with the body you currently have?
Maybe you try saying self-love affirmations but you only feel like you are lying to yourself? Or maybe you have spent one on one time with the mirror trying to get more comfortable with your body but eventually think “what is the point?!”, and give up?
We have all heard about the importance of loving yourself. Learning to improve how you feel about yourself is vital to work on if you want to make lasting changes to how you feel in and about your body. But sometimes it can feel impossible when you really hate how your body looks right now. It’s a catch 22. Loving yourself will help you get hot and healthy, but you don’t feel you can love yourself until you are hot and healthy.
You are hungry and want something to eat, say, a muffin. But you decide against it because you plan to lose weight and your brain quickly reminds you; muffin in the mouth = muffin over the jeans.
But you really want a muffin! So instead you have a banana. But that didn’t quite hit the spot. So you have some almond butter with rice crackers. That didn’t do it either. Next is a few squares of dark chocolate. And now you have a full tummy but also an unsatisfied, gnawing feeling. You eat a bowl of left-overs to try tame it.
Before you know it you have eaten the equivalent of 6 muffins…and you still want a muffin!
So you eat a muffin. Arggghhhhhh!
It seems like such a ridiculous scenario when I re-read it. And yet I would do versions of this very thing time and time again.
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Having a positive body image is not about forcing yourself to love everything about your body. Or having bottomless confidence for bikini wearing. Or calling yourself curvy instead of fat. Not that there is anything wrong with doing those things, it just doesn’t encompass what body image is truly about.
Having a beneficial body image is about realising that your body is just that, an image. It is about seeing that your body is an expression of the configuration of cells and energy that make up the house for your soul.
Learning positive body image is learning to separate who you ARE from the image of your body.
Story Time! Once upon a time there was the South Beach Diet. It’s a pretty standard low carb diet; I remember there being a lot of peanut butter. I was teenager who felt fat. Peanut butter and celery sticks as snacks sounded very doable, delicious even. I got my ass on the path to South Beach. The first few days were no problem. I followed the program and felt powerful and proud. Some weight was lost.
My willpower strained to contain my desire for bread. I started to get real sick of peanut butter. I started to get hungry. I slipped off the protein powered wagon and landed in a cushy pile of soft, white and refined delights. With an over filled tummy, the wagon was long gone. The weight that I lost was re-found; plus a little extra for starvation insurance purposes (our bodies are over protective like that).
New Years is coming up. That means resolutions. A new hope for starting habits that will last the year through. And down here in the southern half of the globe ‘tis the season for “Get your body summer ready!” (Not a condoning, just saying).
You’ve heard about a great new diet tip. Or exercise plan. Or eating rule. You can’t wait to get started!
You know the old chestnut “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result”.
Hun, I want to put this gently……
You may just be acting a bit insane.
Does this sound familiar:
You feel crappy about your weight. You get on board with a new, “proven” life style plan (read: diet). You lose some weight. You feel better. You break a rule….Ooops. And a few too many oopsies later, you’re back to the beginning.
Wash. Rinse. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat….
Wanna get out off that disheartening and depressing merry-go-round?